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title: Random rant
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date: 2022-03-12
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slug: random-rant
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## The lurking problem
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It's been quite a while since I wrote my last blog post. While I've been always
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thinking that the reason behind this was the lack of having interesting/advanced
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subjects to talk about, I came to the realization that it was in fact related to
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consuming media and constantly "lurking" instead of engaging in things.
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It is definitely easier to read a well-written blog post shared on news
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aggregation websites or skim through an interesting thread as opposed to writing
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your own or contributing to that thread. I think about how I have nothing to
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add, how I lack expertise in such advanced topics... etc, but in reality, I'm
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just holding myself from doing so because it's easier not to engage, it's easier
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to be lazy.
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## Imperfection
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It's easier to find excuses as for why my next project will suck, not be used by
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others and so on compared to simply working on it. I think my main problem is
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losing motivation over time, I need to figure out how to get motivation out of
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the equation and possibly discipline myself more.
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## Close-up
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Oh well, my thoughts are still unclear and messy but I will push them online
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anyway. It's something I plan on working on over time not ship only after it's
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done!
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